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AznGangsta3000

Name: David L
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Metro: Hopewell Valley
Birthday: 2/20/1987
Gender: Male

Interests: You are hearing the ending theme from the Anime show Hellsing. The artist and song is Mr. Big - Shine. The picture is of Alucard, the main character of the show.
Expertise: CounterStriking the fuck out, biking, hip-hop, computers, and collecting contraband. >=)

Message: message me
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MSN: hoopshoota3000@hotmail.com
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Steam: Hoopshoota3000@hotmail.com

Member Since: 2/25/2003

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

	I've progressed to the point where I will never portray weakness in public. Thus, this xanga will no longer be put to use. I used to use it as an avenue of expression for my weaknesses. Never again. Better Men. Better Lives. It's been a good many years. I can't believe the progress I've made in the past years, documented in this online journal. Goodbye Xanga. :)
	1:55 PM - 31 views - 4 eprops - 3 comments - email it

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Bad night out.

Got back.

Cried for the first time in a while.

Never felt this lonely in a long time. Super paranoid and insecure about my relationships with people. Long for someone with an unconditional desire to be in my presence. That sort of support is priceless.

Have you ever had people literally run away from you to go to the movies without you? To be ditched like that so obviously and visually. Do you know what that sort of memory and trauma does to a growing teen?

I don't know.

3:53 AM - 18 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

	Looking back I realize how often I had chances. How many beautiful ladies showed interest. Hahaha. It's crazy. Makes things a lot better. Much more reassuring. Man, I love spring/summer.
	12:47 AM - 6 views - add eprops - add comments - email it

Monday, February 02, 2009

	I can't understand how a roommate/former friend could be so non-understanding. So disrespectful of my needs. If my heart already suffers this bad with friendship trouble, imagine a real heartbreak with a significant other. I don't want to go down that road ever again.
	11:21 PM - 8 views - add eprops - add comments - email it

Saturday, January 31, 2009

	I stay up late at night because I don't want my day to end. I want to stay concious. I want to stay living. But at the end of the night, it's hard to ignore the fact that there's not much to live for right now. ---------------------------------------- bleh... so overworked. I need to pull back.
	1:08 AM - 17 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

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